Hello there my fellow viewers,
I haven't posted anything here on my blog in a long time. I honestly don't know where to start. This summer has been an interesting one. I rarely get personal on my blog unless it's about the steps towards my projects. Oh yeah, I'm done with my two main projects. With all of the obstacles I went through this summer, I still managed to pull through and finished my Free Spirit & BOW Projects.
Back to my relevant matters, as stated on the top of my blog, I'm a poet. The crazy thing about that ever since I've been dealing with so much; I've been drifting away from what really matters. I used to write every time I had time to myself. My way before of venting was always to write it out on my computer then move on. Lately, I've found myself contemplating on what I should do next. That's not like me for anyone who truly knows me. I am a human being like yourself at the end of the day. And I believe it's totally normal for people to vent & release their anger & sadness out. Everyone handles their issues differently.
What I dealt with this summer, it has truly opened my eyes to a lot of things. It taught me that you always have to be there for yourself. Can't always trust those who seem as they'll be around for long to actually be there for you when it matters. Also, God will always have your back no matter what. It's important for you, his child, to wake up every morning and thank him for allowing you to see another day. As I begin my journey to renewal, it's always best to let go of negativity. May I never forget, on my best day, that I need God as desperately as I did on my worst day. Also as stated in John 13:7, Jesus told Peter that "What am I doing you do not understand now, but you will know after this." I may not have every single piece of life figured out, but best believe I'm always connecting the dots. The only reassurance I will ever need is that God is still with me through my hardest times & proud at my positive moments
I could write so much more, but my blog is definitely not a diary nor journal. Just know that my hands will be busy catching blessings & holds no space for any grudges nor negative energy. I am a Work in Progress, God is not done with me yet. Lol thank you for your time & getting to know a bit of me as a person.
Best,
Isabella B.
